July 23, 2007

Ujian Terakhir (relieved)

Alhamdulillah, segala puji hanya untuk 4JJI. Akhirnya selesai juga kuliah PPAk, yang ternyata sudah menghabiskan waktu sekitar 1.5 tahun. Bermula dari bulan-bulan terakhir sebagai new comer di kantor ini, sampai akhirnya sekarang jadi seorang senior auditor dengan workload yang menggila T.T

Ujian terakhir dilewati dengan tidak begitu sukses. Ga tau, mungkin karena euforia yang kecepetan plus berlebihan, niat belajar sama sekali ga ada buat ujian kali ini. Hmmppphhh,,, tinggal berharap keajaiban aja buat nilai akhirnya. Dan berdoa mudah-mudahan lulus (dari pada haris ngulang dan stay di tempa ini hiiyyyy,,,,). Pas abis ujian, berasa kaya ada sesuatu yang terbang, jadi ringan banget, relieved, mirip-mirip kaya waktu dulu abis sidang dan dinyatakan lulus. Allah maha baik. Memberi kekuatan untuk melalui 1.5 tahun terberat dalam hidup.

Jadi inget dulu, pas awal-awal kuliah. Mulai dari kejutan bahwa gua lulus pre-tesnya (karena niatnya mau digagalin biar ga dapet, eh taunya masuk, berasa mau pingsan pas denger pengumuman), terus tugas-tugasnya yang membuat kita berempat harus stay di kantor sampe jam 5 pagi 2 hari berturut-turut. Bener-bener ga bener niy emang,,,, Untung aja anak-anak di kelas pada kompak, ga ada yang terlalu ambi, cenderung pada terlalu nyantai malah. Hehe,,, Padahal, dulu udah deg-degan aja sekelas dengan para senior. Berasa terintimidasi!!!

Ujian terakhir berarti: bisa pulang ke bandung tiap week-end; bebas dari ikatan kantor, bisa cari-cari kerjaan baru yang lebih menantang (intinya sih bukan tantangan, tapi keseimbangan hidup); hmm,,,, ga dapet libur lagi tiap hari jumat; ga punya alasan kalo disuruh masuk kerja hari sabtu; banyak yang bakalan pada resign; no more indomi dan ketoprak sabtu jam 11; nama gua tambah panjang (kalo lulus).

                            

January 05, 2007

resolusi

Taun baru, semangat baru... Bisa ga yah? Secara hari gini gua udah ga punya motivasi lagi buat mencapai sesuatu. Hmmppphhh....

Semangat!!!! Baiklah, kalo gitu, kita bikin daftar hal-hal yang harus bisa dicapai selama taun 2007:

1. Naek jabatan tanpa catatan buruk dari kantor. (akhir Juni)

2. Lulus pendidikan profesi dengan nilai terbaik. (Agustus atau September)

3. Ikut ujian sertifikasi dan lulus di ujian pertama. (ga tau, sekitar akhir taun)

4. Keterima MBA di universitas Top 20 dunia, dan dapet beasiswanya. (September sampai akhir taun)

5. Menjajaki hubungan dengan pasangan untuk tingkat yang lebih serius. (sepanjang taun)

6. Bacpacking Thailand - Vietnam - Cambodia (bonus: Singapura, Malaysia). (Agustus/September)

7. Mengembalikan laptop dan semua bahan training. (September sampai akhir taun, tergantung pencapaian resolusi nomor 4)

8. Menambah berat badan 10 - 15 kg. (September)

9. Ngurusin mata yang makin rusak. (April)

10. Ngebenerin gigi. (April)

11. Tamat Al-Quran dalam satu bulan. (Ramadhan)

Note:

Perkembangan ke arah pencapaian resolusi ini harus dimonitor secara perpetual.

May 29, 2006

world's greatest lie!

Meanwhile, the old man persisted in his attempt to strike up a conversation. He said that he was tired and thirsty, and asked if he might have a sip of the boy's wine. The boy offered his bottle, hoping that the old man would leave him alone.

But the old man wanted to talk, and he asked the boy what book he was reading. The boy was tempted to be rude, and move to another bench, but his father had taught him to be respectful of the elderly. So he held out the book to the man – for two reasons: first, that he, himself, wasn't sure how to pronounce the title; and second, that if the old man didn't know how to read, he would probably feel ashamed and decide of his own accord to change benches.

"Hmm…" said the old man, looking at all sides of the book, as if it were some strange object. "This is an important book, but it's really irritating."

The boy was shocked. The old man knew how to read, and had already read the book. And if the book was irritating, as the old man had said, the boy still had time to change it for another.

"It's a book that says the same thing almost all the other books in the world say," continued the old man. "It describes people's inability to choose their own destinies. And it ends up saying that everyone believes the world's greatest lie."

"What's the world's greatest lie?" the boy asked, completely surprised.

"It's this: that at a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by fate. That's the world's greatest lie."

"That's never happened to me," the boy said. "They wanted me to be a priest, but I decided to become a shepherd."

"Much better," said the old man. "Because you really like to travel."

"He knew what I was thinking," the boy said to himself. The old man, meanwhile, was leafing through the book, without seeming to want to return it at all. The boy noticed that the man's clothing was strange. He looked like an Arab, which was not unusual in those parts. Africa was only a few hours from Tarifa; one had only to cross the narrow straits by boat. Arabs often appeared in the city, shopping and chanting their strange prayers several times a day.

"Where are you from?" the boy asked.

"From many places."

"No one can be from many places," the boy said. "I'm a shepherd, and I have been to many places, but I come from only one place – from a city near an ancient castle. That's where I was born."

"Well, then, we could say that I was born in Salem."

The boy didn't know where Salem was, but he didn't want to ask, fearing that he would appear ignorant. He looked at the people in the plaza for a while; they were coming and going, and all of them seemed to be very busy.

"So, what is Salem like?" he asked, trying to get some sort of clue.
"It's like it always has been."

No clue yet. But he knew that Salem wasn't in Andalusia. If it were, he would already have heard of it.

"And what do you do in Salem?" he insisted.

"What do I do in Salem?" The old man laughed. "Well, I'm the king of Salem!"
People say strange things, the boy thought. Sometimes it's better to be with the sheep, who don't say anything. And better still to be alone with one's books. They tell their incredible stories at the time when you want to hear them. But when you're talking to people, they say some things that are so strange that you don't know how to continue the conversation.

"My name is Melchizedek," said the old man. "How many sheep do you have?"
"Enough," said the boy. He could see that the old man wanted to know more about his life.

"Well, then, we've got a problem. I can't help you if you feel you've got enough sheep."

The boy was getting irritated. He wasn't asking for help. It was the old man who had asked for a drink of his wine, and had started the conversation.

"Give me my book," the boy said. "I have to go and gather my sheep and get going."

"Give me one-tenth of your sheep," said the old man, "and I'll tell you how to find the hidden treasure."

The boy remembered his dream, and suddenly everything was clear to him. The old woman hadn't charged him anything, but the old man – maybe he was her husband – was going to find a way to get much more money in exchange for information about something that didn't even exist. The old man was probably a Gypsy, too.
But before the boy could say anything, the old man leaned over, picked up a stick, and began to write in the sand of the plaza. Something bright reflected from his chest with such intensity that the boy was momentarily blinded. With a movement that was too quick for someone his age, the man covered whatever it was with his cape. When his vision returned to normal, the boy was able to read what the old man had written in the sand.

There, in the sand of the plaza of that small city, the boy read the names of his father and his mother and the name of the seminary he had attended. He read the name of the merchant's daughter, which he hadn't even known, and he read things he had never told anyone.

-Paulo Coelho-